Paul Hollingsworth BA’94 with Saint Mary’s University Dean of Arts Mary Ingraham
For students who are grieving the loss of a parent or a sibling, getting back into your studies is a challenging time. It’s a struggle that Paul Hollingsworth BA’94 remembers well from his time as a student at Saint Mary’s University.
Now one of Atlantic Canada’s most accomplished journalists, Hollingsworth shared his insights with current students as a guest speaker for the recent 2024 Dean’s List celebration held by the Faculty of Arts. Speaking from the heart, the CTV broadcaster recalled that things were going really well for him in the fall of 1991: he had just declared his English major and he was maintaining a B+ average, balancing his schoolwork with a daily fitness regime and a part-time job at a downtown pub.
“Things were productive,” he told the crowd of students gathered in Loyola Conference Hall. “Then, on December 13, my older brother Bryce, who was three years older than me, took his own life. He was tall, handsome and athletic, and he should’ve had a full stretch of life ahead of him. Yet he was gone in an instant.”
Paul addresses a group of students at the Faculty of Arts Dean’s List event
The holidays were a devastating time for Hollingsworth and his family. By the time he returned to classes in January, he had lost 20 pounds after several weeks of not eating or sleeping properly. Friends invited him to parties, hockey games and basketball matches, hoping that keeping busy would help.
“People were shocked at my appearance, but I soldiered on. They didn’t know what to say. We didn’t talk about mental health back then like we do now,” he said.
Supportive SMU community
Hollingsworth credits his community of kind professors, mentors and friends for helping him through such a dark time. A key turning point came thanks to Dr. Roger Macdonald, a faculty member who, at the time, was teaching Shakespeare. He asked Hollingsworth to stay after class one day in late January.
“When everyone had left, he closed the classroom door, pulled up a desk and sat next to me. He said, ‘How are you doing?’ It was the first time anyone had asked that. And I started to cry. In fact, I cried more than I had ever cried during that entire experience. I cried so much I couldn’t talk; I couldn’t communicate. I literally melted in the moment.”
Hollingsworth hadn’t done very well on an assignment handed back that day, but Macdonald reassured him, urging the heartbroken student to keep coming to class and to keep working hard on his studies. “He said his office door was always open and I could come by and talk anytime … I took him up on that offer, and I would go see him at his office and we would talk mostly about baseball. Roger Macdonald made a difference in my life.”
Other professors also had a supportive impact: Dr. Michael Larsen, Georges “Burpee” Hallett and Janet Baker, to name a few. “These professors saved me. They saw something in me, and they used their superpowers to lift me up. Their only motivation was kindness.”
Hollingsworth Family Award
Hollingsworth now frequently lends his time and talents to events that support mental health initiatives. He has also helped to develop a lasting legacy at Saint Mary’s in the form of a scholarship on behalf of his family. Launched in 2023, the Hollingsworth Family Award was created for first-year full-time students—particularly those in financial need— to help them cope with the loss of a family member and connect them to a community of support at Saint Mary’s.
The award “means the world to me,” said Hollingsworth, adding that even great students can encounter great struggles during their university years.
Hollingsworth’s career has included a number of roles in news media, including as an international sports reporter
He began his journalism career shortly after graduating and now serves as CTV’s national news reporter based in Halifax. Over the years, he has held many roles within CTV, from sports reporting and producing to anchoring the CTV Atlantic weekend news desk. Career highlights include reporting from the World Series, Super Bowl, FIFA World Cup, Stanley Cup Playoffs and many other international sporting events.
Hollingsworth has also written and co-written at least four books about sports trivia and NHL stars Brad Richards, Sidney Crosby and Nathan MacKinnon. In his spare time, he co-hosts The Scramble, a popular sports podcast with SMU Hall of Famer Chris Flynn BA’97.
As a proud alumnus, Hollingsworth remains actively involved on campus, attending sports games and other events – he’s also a “SMU Dad” now, with a son in the Bachelor of Commerce program.
“People ask me what I learned while attending Saint Mary’s,” he said. “Obviously, I received a first-class education. I learned about language, literature and the arts, developing a capacity for independent thought. But more important than all those things, I learned what it felt like to be part of something. The people at this university cared for me. And I love them back for it. I became part of a community, the Saint Mary’s community. I owe everything to this university and the great people who taught me and supported me along the way. Not to mention the friendships made for life.”
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